Not drinking isn't enough

Also, if you can't do the time.....

A bottom to a drunk or addict isn’t a place - it doesn’t have to land you on the street or in jail. For me it was a moral and spiritual bankruptcy - a center didn’t hold - so painful I had to make a decision. A decision to not drink (something I literally couldn’t see was possible) but the hardest part? Two choices: live in fear or in faith. And my de…